OK sorry for the confusion
after i managed to get 1.02/09 working, I upgraded boot loader to 1.10 via DFU.
This worked, & for the 1st time I had functional preen with 1.10 & FW 09.
But that's where progress stopped, I still cannot see USB on PC when I press Eng.
And I can't upgrade FW to 1B3 either by USB (just hangs with "USB UPGRADE" message) or Sysex (receives sysex, asks me to reboot, blank screen again)